I'm basically an open book, I believe in telling people everything even stuff that leaves me feeling vulnerable and insecure. I suppose I 'get off' on honesty. I tell people EVERYTHING I feel about something because I don't want them to feel lied to. All in all I'd say I have an honesty and guilt complex. (Guilt because GOD KOWS WHY, I always say sorry even when I'm not in the wrong or its unecessary. I can't help it. ) I want people to not feel bad even if they made ME feel bad. I also love photography.. Believe it or not it's always been a secret love of mine. I see it as a form of tangible art.. You see exactly what the artist sees. Do you CHOOSE to see art or just a scene/moment? The choice is yours. I LOVE laughing. And making people laugh. I'd rather wipe a tear away thanks to LAUGHTER then sadness but, who wouldn't? Then again.. I 'always look forward to a good cry' (Garden State quote) I miss someone. They know who they are. Well..Actually they don't know themselves well enough..I'm shy. I don't seem like it at all but sometimes being around people scares me.. Even though I am normally the center of attention..I still get scared I'll embaress myself. I'm scared to be left to myself for too long for fear of what I may do. I'm always lonely.. I may be afraid of people but.. I feel I need them. I love sweets or anything with chocolate. I've never gotten flowers or chocolate from a anyone before. I have OCD. I sing in the car even if I'm alone and people are looking at me. I don't go shopping or out to eat alone. I already know my childrens's names. I HATE GETTING MY HAIR DIRTY! If you put something in my hair I'll never forget it or talk to you for weeks. I HATE when people touch my face. I wear a TRUE LOVE WAITS ring at all times. Yes, I'm a virgin. That's so important to me it's ridiculous. My virginity is my gift and vow of everlasting love to my husband. I LOVE YOU ALREADY BOO BOO! LOL. Seriously though, I may not have met him.. But I dunno how to describe the love I already feel for the man..I LOVE sociology (I'm very avid in studies in this field.. I'm not just intrigued. I'm compelled to read about new evolving studies in this subject.) I LOOOOVE SALE SHOPPING, I love things that pertain to my youth. I'm a sucka for anything that gives me nostalgia. I love the world. I don't know why. I just love everything so much. I hate using the word HATE when talking about people. Therefore, I refrain from having it in my vocabulary.

Hmmm...My interests you ask?: being original, Christmas, The 80's in general, Clone High (great cartoon show.. very much my humor) fashion (I dream of being a Buyer.. I don't dream of it really.. I'm on my way!) Garden State, long hair (makes me feel like I'm really a lady) marching band, parcha, plantains, Puerto Rico, rainbows, anything retro, Saturday Night Live, Scrubs, Something Corporate, anything vintage, Being HOPELESSLY ROMANTIC!, Ok Ok.. I know this isn't how many people write their interests however, I'm not 'many people'.. I'm confusing..Thus my page is confusing. Let me TRY and explain myself: I love humanity and all that it's capable of. I believe we are each capable of something amazing. I also believe my reason for existance is to help people realize this. I do so by portraying an imagery of "Originality." If I'M an original and think outside the box..Then, maybe, people will realize the same in themselves..Don't take me wrong.. I LOVVVVVE being "The Original." But, I want people to realize that they can be whatever they want to be..Society doesn't dictate who they are THEY themselves hold the key to their identity. That's my mission in life. To give people a sense of their own identity that they've locked and hidden away...Whilst maintaining MY aura of Originality. DON'T TAKE IT AWAY 'BENCHES' (B..$%^ES) IT'S ALL I GOT! lol These are other clues to my inner soul:, I LOVE MY CAR! Skeet Skeet (her name) is my safe-haven.. She takes me away from places I dread and to places I used to only dream of going to alone.. I love my car so much. I'm not materialistic.. You see.. Too me, she's a best friend. I love her., MY TRUE LOVE WAITS RING! I wear it 24/7. I'm a college student now.. i've worn that ring since I was in the 8th grade. I plan on wearing it until I get married and it being the gift I give my husband., MUSIC! I'm verrrrry much into music! Not just certain kinds either. I love: Something Corporate, Fall Out Boy, Panic! At the Disco, Thursday, Taking Back Sunday, Damien Rice, Glenn Miller's big band music, 80's pop, I love... alot of different kinds of music..I may be a music whore., PHOTOS! I think photos capture a moment..

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GARDEN STATE, GARDEN STATE, GARDEN STATE, Oh yea and in no particular order: The Nightmare Before Christmas, Band of Brothers, When Harry Met Sally, What Dreams May Come, Saving Private Ryan, Pretty Woman, My Fair Lady, Breakfast at Tiffany's, 16 Candles, 10 Things I Hate About You, Ummmmmmm... That's all I got for now.. That I can remember. Oh..I love plays too.. Such as:, Les Miserables, Other plays I love:, A Piece of My Heart (Amazing if you are into war/human condition/love..Sends shivers up my spine if performed correctly), Parallel Lives-The Kathy and Mo Show, My Play. I performed this piece and took it all the way to state Duet Acting. I was going to Nationals with it but, I chose to go to my senior prom.. We all know how that ended up.. I won Prom Queen.. Soooo I suppose it was worth it however, this piece means the world to me. I love it and plan on framing my script., Glass Menagerie.. God, amazing play. I am the protagonist. I swear. She and I ARE ONE. She sees life with such virtue and honesty. I can't describe it. Amazing., I loooooove old timey movies (classics to me!), Best Movie Ever Made award goes to: Gone With the Wind. Best movie ever made hands down. Yes, it beats Garden State.. Movie wise. Garden State is my favorite movie because of the facets of life theory it provokes.

no time.. I'm a university student now.

Hmmmmmm.. Wonder When You'll Miss Me started off good.. it's really.. uh.. don't wanna talk about it.. there's a lesbian moment in it.. I got grossed out.. And put the book down.. Haven't read it since..Started off GREAT though. lol, The Gospel According To Larry by Janet Tashjian is my favorite book of all time. No Lie.. It's a great book. Also try:, The Dwelling Place, The American Tradition in Literature Vol. II, The Collected Works of Emily Dickinson, The Collected Works of Robert Frost, The Collected Works of Walt Whitman, The Collected Works of Conrad Aiken (Read, 'Music I Heard with You Was More Than Music' first), Little Women.. (Oldie but a goodie), Night, The Things They Carried